Self Destruction

Like an abandoned seashell I am empty.
Strained and stretched to my limit..
I cry inside
I die inside
Little by little the world and all it holds eats away at my sanity.
I feel the warm tears well up behind my eyes but none ever fall from my blank stare.
Too fast... buzzing by go the days of what were.
Where has it gone?
Was it just an illusion? Is everything an illusion?
I feel nothing..
What is real these days?
Reality breaks , dreams crumble.
So alone..
Will no one help me? Save me from my inevitable self destruction?
I cry inside, screaming for someone, anyone, to notice.
Please save me.
- Maybe this world doesn't want me
Maybe I never belonged to this meaningless position in "life"
- What a joke this is.
My existence is worthless
- Will no one save me?